e io grido, quando io non sono pronto a lasciare che si

yep home again.
I'm about to loose my one without understanding anything.
he is slipping away. i can not see where i did wrong. but he is going this time for sure.
i feel the blues.
i gave away a lot, shared a love, shared distance.
and now I'm home and he finally gave up on me.
sad really sad night.